One Baby at a Time

I never thought I would have five kids!  I was content after three.  I was homeschooling and challenged everyday.  Relentlessly and carefully, Michael persuaded me that God could give me the strength for one more.  We had a son, and called him our bonus baby.

Then, I was really done!  We again got rid of the baby things.  Our lives were full.  I was determined not to have any more kids, and Michael was understanding.  However,  this time God changed my heart.

We went to a conference about raising children last November.  That weekend God impressed upon my heart that I should trust Him to give me the help I would need to have another child.  I let go of my control and surrendered.  Then, a lady at a gym class "randomly" gave me a magazine about big families and women who trusted God with children and valued life.  Also, a friend posted the verse from Psalm 127: 3-5, "Sons are a heritage from the LORD, children a reward from him.  Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are sons born in one's youth.  Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them" (NIV).  I also knew what a help my three older children are.  I knew they would be so helpful and happy to welcome a new baby....Well, now I am holding a gift from God, a precious tiny girl.

I know God has a plan for her life, for His glory.  Psalm 139: 13-14 says, "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well....All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be" (NIV).

God will also continue to sanctify me, making me more like Him, as I need His help everyday.  The hard work and challenges of being with children constantly keep me seeking Christ.  I read a post yesterday that has helpful tips about raising children and controlling your temper.  Here is the link:  http://lisajobaker.com/2014/10/10-things-to-do-differently-before-you-lose-your-temper/

I claim Psalm 121 as my favorite chapter from the Bible.  Psalm 121: 1-4, "I lift up my eyes to the hills- where does my help come from?  My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.  He will not let your foot slip- he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep" (NIV).   I like picturing God awake when I am awake at night, feeding the baby.  He never leaves me alone.

With the birth of this precious new baby, I am feeling so blessed and grateful.  I am thankful that God continues to speak and change our hearts as we seek Him.  

The children have been making meals.